Do you know this woman? Missing since August 1974!

I do not usually pass on information of pictures and such... mainly because of so many scammers out there.  This one came directly from a newspaper.  Being that this is a small town, I felt it necessary to start a search for information on this woman through the social outlet.

This small town is in need of those connected to the town by friends of friends of friends.  Forwarding this is vital for this small community.  Just with the age of this case alone there is a need for information in her vanishing.  Advancements in technology make the sharing of this picture much easier than when this woman disappeared.  She could be anywhere... she could be a friend, family member, but in this town... she's missing!

Read the news article here:  Do you know her?

#missing

#HelpMeFind

War on healing...

So much money wasted on the war on this plant when it is so obvious to those who are open minded and see the truth! 

One plant is capable of reversing so many problems.  The only ones wanting to keep it illegal are the ones who still make money from keeping it illegal.

Check out Law Enforcement Against Prohibition to see that they are coming around and seeing the light!  

Help good, non-addictive medicine win!  

#relaxed
#weed
#marijuana
#cannabis

The Secret to a Successful Marriage have been revealed (by an ex-husband)

You can find the story here for this Divorced Mans' Words!

I can say that I have a few people that I know of where it just ended.

I know of a few people who helped it along the way but had to learn how to not give up.

Then there are people who have to go on and never say these words.  You have to say them.. you don't look weak when you say them.  Most times, you look stronger to us women when you have the guts to say them to us.

This story goes to show you that men and women can feel like this without having to want anything behind it.  Maybe with this mans' words, others may have the urge to say what's on their minds as well.

Stop being stubborn.  Sometimes the words need to be said even if there is no intention of reconciliation.  It's a healing process.  Once they find this out, the words will need to be said.. "I didn't know how to be the married partner I needed to be.  It was never that I didn't love you."  Sometimes, the partner who has been on the receiving end of a bad relationship or marriage really does need to hear it to move forward.

Sometimes, the giver of the bad happenings need to say, "I'm sorry and that I was always in love with you.  I was just lonely.. and a sleepwalker!" (I guess this is what I have been trying to do...)

In my case, I loved him with all of my heart, but we were separated for too long and grew apart.  You can't imagine having to say those words out loud and typed out they look almost unbelieveable.. but they are real feelings.

If there is an affair involved, sometimes affairs are difficult to explain... mine was!  Sometimes, they happen with no intent ever sought behind them.  The hardest to explain is when you are madly in love with your husband and have absolutely no intent of ever cheating but just do.. You really have to be aware of the circumstances behind them.  I wasn't aware of mine until recently - well not fully.  I've been dreaming about the things in my past that haunt me.  I have to relive it but it's not like I'm trying intentionally too.

There is always a chance to move past any situation as long as you can work things out and understand the reason for whatever is wrong in your relationship... when the feelings are right!

Men, you have always complained there is no playbook for a woman.  Sit down and take notes while you read this article!

I hope this article helps you!  For those who need it.. I usually play a song when I feel too much - "Please Forgive Me" - Bryan Adams.

<3

Dreams and Pain Connected?

It seems that the days that I dream are my worst pain days.  Some dreams of the past are so lucid that I try to fix them in different ways.  Waking up and things are the same is emotionally draining for me.  I actually considered that these dreams and pains are connected.  If I feel defeated in some way in the dream, the more physical pain I endure the next day.  What does a person like this do?

The Making of Jordan Reece

The making of Jordan Reece... My husband and I had our oldest son together in October 1999 and we had tossed around a couple of names.  A boy would be named one thing but a girl would be Jordan.  If this child was a boy, we settled that the next child, regardless of the sex would be Jordan but we had never settled together on a middle name - I was settled on Reece (for the initials my grandfather, J.R.).  

Two months after our son was born, we found that I was pregnant again (getting pregnant on New Year's Eve 1999).  At the end of January, we were taking multiple pregnancy test getting the same result.  All positive! 

My husband was starting to get a little scared.. worried scared!  We were just getting comfortable with our new baby and didn't plan on any more for a little while longer.. how could we handle two new babies!?

Within a few days, we had come to getting past the worried part... and getting to the excited part, I was calling the doctor for an appointment.  Who better to see than the best - who just delivered our son!  They tell me that they were glad that I called in.  They had been trying to reach me over test results from the pap from the six weeks checkup.  I was trying to get out that I was pregnant again... and when I finally did, she prepared me for a most likely to occur miscarriage.  

After cryosurgery in February or March - I can't remember when exactly and I was losing my mind it seemed.  I was just 24 years old.  I got pregnant with our youngest son in May 2000 and he was born February 8th.... delivered by c-section with a due date of February 15th.  

Here is the making of Jordan Reece.  I sometimes wonder what you would look like.  I wonder what you may be.. if you'd look like me, your father, or a combination of the two of us.  

Regardless of how short our time was the loss is the same, either way!

My Life - Timeline (Work in Progress)

My Timeline

January 1992 - My high school ex-fiancé went into boot camp.  We had a child together but we had stopped dating each other.  Seeing other people when he went in.

June 1992 - I receive a package from the ex-fiancé.  It included several items, letters he had never sent, and in the final letter he proposed again.  My mom held the engagement ring for safe keeping until he was able to get it back - I was asked to get that back... that I would need it should I say yes again.  There was another stipulation... we only had from now until July 13th when he was supposed to be on a flight out.  He was going to his destination on a ship in the Persian Gulf.  

July 1992 - We were married.

September 1992 - We moved to Virginia.  I met the second ex-husband after his car accident.

October or November 1992 - These exact dates are fuzzy because the date was not relevant at the time of occurrence.  I ran into the guy from the accident needing me to appear with him in court.  So, being the law abiding cops daughter I was/am, I did... nothing else intended.

November - December 1992 - I was needing something to do during the day or nights... I started going to public places as friends with the guy from the accident. 

December 1992 - Away from my very angry and always suspicious husband who I was convinced was already cheating on me.  

Summary of my Life... Dreaming in Kaleidoscope

There can be times when we feel absolutely alone in this changing world.  We look up from our laptops and gaze around the world moving... and it's easy to see.  Frustration over a parking space in a lot that is filled.  Find a spot and someone else gets there before we do.  Frustration is everywhere.

Personally, it happened so fast for us.  Our kids complained that we were never at home.  So we chose to work on our family unit as a whole.  Who our children become is who they see.  We wanted to put some time in as a family... see movies, go to games and practices, go to band concerts, etc. but our jobs took that option away from us.  

A little background on us.  We are a retired Navy family.  My husband served 20 years.  We married in Tampa in 1999.  We started dating in Norfolk, Virginia in October 1993 after being introduced in August 1993.  

At the time of us meeting, my husband (now) had already put in seven years toward his Navy career with full intentions of continuing until his forced retirement.  He was content to doing his thing as long as he could.  I supported this completely. 

We have been through a lot together.  I also went through a lot before we were married... and we were apart from May 1994 to April 1998 with very sporadic contact - maybe once every three months.  June 1998 we saw each other for the first time since the weekend of October 12, 1995.  

He had visited me over the summer of 1995 but he left with no immediate contact.  This left me more confused than his coming to visit did.  This led me to believe that he no longer (or never) wanted me for a full time relationship.  I was wanting to see where things would lead for us and this left me an emotional wreck.  People played on those insecurities like beating a drum.  Even marrying into a loveless marriage in that search for myself.

Well... all of this starts our journey... I start here because everything starts from somewhere and mine has to work backwards and forwards to completely understand it.  

The Jordan Reece Saga is designed to show this journey in a futuristic setting.  Parts are elaborations but all is designed to show that there is a purpose in life.  

Some of us are just clueless of the things that we are supposed to be seeing.  
The bigger picture isn't always cut and dry and nothing is ever permanent, no matter how sure of it we are.  

Security is a matter of opinion.. not a matter of fact.  

No matter how secure we are in our desire in a destination in life, you can never predict the pitfalls you are sure to cross along the way.  

To visit a present emotion... there is something from her past that just keeps gnawing at her.  Until she finds it, what will happen?!  Thus begins her saga!