There can be times when we feel absolutely alone in this changing world. We look up from our laptops and gaze around the world moving... and it's easy to see. Frustration over a parking space in a lot that is filled. Find a spot and someone else gets there before we do. Frustration is everywhere.
Personally, it happened so fast for us. Our kids complained that we were never at home. So we chose to work on our family unit as a whole. Who our children become is who they see. We wanted to put some time in as a family... see movies, go to games and practices, go to band concerts, etc. but our jobs took that option away from us.
A little background on us. We are a retired Navy family. My husband served 20 years. We married in Tampa in 1999. We started dating in Norfolk, Virginia in October 1993 after being introduced in August 1993.
At the time of us meeting, my husband (now) had already put in seven years toward his Navy career with full intentions of continuing until his forced retirement. He was content to doing his thing as long as he could. I supported this completely.
We have been through a lot together. I also went through a lot before we were married... and we were apart from May 1994 to April 1998 with very sporadic contact - maybe once every three months. June 1998 we saw each other for the first time since the weekend of October 12, 1995.
He had visited me over the summer of 1995 but he left with no immediate contact. This left me more confused than his coming to visit did. This led me to believe that he no longer (or never) wanted me for a full time relationship. I was wanting to see where things would lead for us and this left me an emotional wreck. People played on those insecurities like beating a drum. Even marrying into a loveless marriage in that search for myself.
Well... all of this starts our journey... I start here because everything starts from somewhere and mine has to work backwards and forwards to completely understand it.
The Jordan Reece Saga is designed to show this journey in a futuristic setting. Parts are elaborations but all is designed to show that there is a purpose in life.
Some of us are just clueless of the things that we are supposed to be seeing.
The bigger picture isn't always cut and dry and nothing is ever permanent, no matter how sure of it we are.
Security is a matter of opinion.. not a matter of fact.
No matter how secure we are in our desire in a destination in life, you can never predict the pitfalls you are sure to cross along the way.
To visit a present emotion... there is something from her past that just keeps gnawing at her. Until she finds it, what will happen?! Thus begins her saga!
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